fantasy trap

I'm retreating into my fantasy worlds again. I can spends hours just lazing around or pacing around my tiny studio apartment just thinking about things that could happen if everything went according to my plans. It's taking so much of my time and I'm really thinking that this is my defense mechanism when I'm very…Read more fantasy trap


is this a midlife crisis?

In eight months, I'm going to be forty years old. It doesn't scare me and I didn't think that it affected me in any way. I like being older. I feel less inclined to be so accommodating and I can look back at all the years that I've been alive and feel more secure about…Read more is this a midlife crisis?

writing up a storm

I haven't been updating my blog as often as I have in the past. Things have been moving steadily forward in ways I never really expected. You know that you are supposed to work hard and eventually things will come your way. I've done for many years but never saw it really come to fruition.…Read more writing up a storm