I'm retreating into my fantasy worlds again. I can spends hours just lazing around or pacing around my tiny studio apartment just thinking about things that could happen if everything went according to my plans. It's taking so much of my time and I'm really thinking that this is my defense mechanism when I'm very…Read more fantasy trap
In eight months, I'm going to be forty years old. It doesn't scare me and I didn't think that it affected me in any way. I like being older. I feel less inclined to be so accommodating and I can look back at all the years that I've been alive and feel more secure about…Read more is this a midlife crisis?
I've been struggling with a script for the past few weeks. It has been hell. It's been adding to the depression that I can't seem to produce. I've accepted that I'm depressed and that could be a cause (not the cause) for the difficulty. I've accepted that the story I was given to work on…Read more a room for writing
Too much coffee and cigarettes. I'm at a loss. None of the cliched techniques of trying to get out of a slump seems to work. In a meeting that was meant to rekindle my creative energy, I found myself floundering and stuck. So much is about to happen and I'm in that area, that limbo,…Read more Lost in Transition
I haven't been updating my blog as often as I have in the past. Things have been moving steadily forward in ways I never really expected. You know that you are supposed to work hard and eventually things will come your way. I've done for many years but never saw it really come to fruition.…Read more writing up a storm
I haven't been writing here lately and not in the mood to write at all. I have quite a lot to do. I have a lot on my plate but one project that I've been working on since the middle of last year just refuses to finish and it is totally taking over my whole…Read more crawling