the disappearing trick

I've always been into astrology but never in the way that I've been into it the way I am now. I think becoming friends with Apa and Jessie have opened me up more into it. Apa and Jessie are both very, very knowledgeable about the zodiac and I've come to learn and become more aware…Read more the disappearing trick


the realist versus the romantic

Yesterday's post was quite emotionally. I felt beaten up and defeated. I hate feeling that way and I hate it when I feel helpless. I'm often the one who cheers people up, gives them hope, and filled with wise words to say about soldiering on. I had none of those qualities to give to myself…Read more the realist versus the romantic

The Price of Intimacy (Out Magazine)

I just read this article from Out Magazine called The Price of Intimacy: The Time I Hired a Sex Worker by Andrew Gurza. It was quite powerful. It sort of framed the notion of intimacy in such a way that wasn't shameful, the way we are programmed to think it is because of all the…Read more The Price of Intimacy (Out Magazine)

and Mercury goes direct

Do you believe in Mercury in Retrograde? Because I do. I can't ¬†help it; I see it happen and I see it working and I see its effects on the world. The short of it, when the planet Mercury goes retrograde, all forms of machinery, communication, and forward motion just stops in place. There will…Read more and Mercury goes direct


I got my first tattoo back in 1997. My Dad had the artist come to the house one weekend and we all had one done -- my Dad, my Mom, my brother, and myself. My Dad helped me pick out a really nice tattoo, which he found in a children's book. A serpentine, fish like…Read more inked

the cruelest of months of 2012

August ad September were particularly difficult this year. And not just for me, it seems, but for a whole lot of people. A lot of people around me were going through some tough shit and if you believe in astrology, there was a reason behind all of it. I'm a firm believer of astrology, only…Read more the cruelest of months of 2012