I hate my body

It's been on my mind a lot lately. I really don't like my body. I've been a thin guy since my first treatment for meningitis in 2008. All that medicine and not eating and vomiting on a daily basis sort of destroyed any musculature I may have maintained from my physically active days back in…Read more I hate my body


down spin

I'm fighting off a 'bout of depression. I didn't realize it until halfway through the week when I became aware of the symptoms and the thoughts that have been occupying my mind. I am absolutely lethargic, I feel no need to get out of bed, and I don't want to work. Deep inside, I want…Read more down spin

belly down (graphic & detailed post about indigestion)

Not even a week back from Manila and I'm down. I've been down for a couple of days now. I've been sleeping past one in the morning since I got back. So many thoughts in my head, so many things I'm working out in my mind. My Manila trip was very, very eventful. My mind…Read more belly down (graphic & detailed post about indigestion)

Blogging Hiatus

This might be my last post for awhile. Tomorrow, I'll be undergoing a medical procedure. This will be my fifth medical operation, my fifth in my whole life, and to think that I had my first medical operation just last year when I had a temporary catheter attached to my neck. This operation is for…Read more Blogging Hiatus

the next stage of my recovery from kidney failure

So I consulted with my doctor. I haven't needed dialysis since February and my Creatinine levels have stabilised. My doctor did a calculation based on my past lab diagnostics and said that my kidneys are now working again at roughly 30% efficiency. I have the kidneys of an old man. So things are going to…Read more the next stage of my recovery from kidney failure

lists (a rant)

Count your blessings they say. Make a list of the things you are grateful for instead of the things you want they tell you. Those are the methods to being a happy person. I was really good at that until the list of things I could be grateful for got stuck to something like my…Read more lists (a rant)