I haven't been going out at all these past few weeks. It's probably even been a whole month that I've just been going straight home after work and just staying home, even on the weekends. I just haven't been in the mood to go out. I just seem to prefer to stay home to work,…Read more homebody


down spin

I'm fighting off a 'bout of depression. I didn't realize it until halfway through the week when I became aware of the symptoms and the thoughts that have been occupying my mind. I am absolutely lethargic, I feel no need to get out of bed, and I don't want to work. Deep inside, I want…Read more down spin

what i needed

Okay, so I figured out pretty late in the game, that I am suffering from depression. I have no reason to be depressed -- everything's pretty much fine -- but all the symptoms are there. The dip in my productivity, the inactivity, the lack of drive and focus, and this hiding-away-from-the-world bullshit. That's not me…Read more what i needed

getting to know myself

I've been struggling with a lot of insecurities lately. I was hit by tons and tons of self-doubt and I started second guessing myself and the direction to which my life is going to. I guess that's normal, but I'm the kind of person who takes it just a┬átad too far, methinks. I was quite…Read more getting to know myself