I read an article yesterday that I saw on Facebook and it just seemed serendipitous considering everything that has been happening to me lately. Apparently, yesterday was a Solar Eclipse that would mark a turning point in all our lives — if you are one to believe in cosmic energy and astrology.
From the article:
Solar Eclipses are extra-powerful New Moons, which create something new in our lives, and this one will be visible in parts of northern Europe. At the exact point of the eclipse, the moon will cross paths with the sun and create a burst of energy release. Many of us will actually be able to feel a resurgence of some sort because of it. The electromagnetic fields of the Earth are directly affected and the power behind it is more than super-charged.
Considering all the things that have been on my mind and how things seem to be falling into place, I can’t help but feel like this is some sort of cosmic sign showing me that the changes I am about to embark on are the right ones and that I’m heading in the right direction.
And I don’t even really believe in signs — or I do but I just don’t want to be believe in it — but the past two months have made me a believer and I feel in synch with the universe in that manner. I guess it must be a way for me to rationalise how easy it has been in terms of making major life decisions. It has never been easy before and now it is and my mind now is just accepting this idea of signs and cosmic forces in a stronger way than I used to just be able to allow me to accept and move forward.
I have been working hard on myself and my issues and trying to figure out what needs to be changed and the answers have just appeared right before me and yesterday, with the news of the super-charged solar eclipse and this feeling of moving at full throttle, it just seems right.
Also from the article:
There’s always an element of mystery as well as a possible fear component when we embark on something new. No matter if you decide to jump in feet first or poke in one toe at a time, the universal tools are there to help you if you’re aware of them. This Solar Eclipse delivers the system reboot we all need to help us get to wherever we’re going next.
I know I’m going to have to let things go and the most difficult of these will be the safety of the life I used to lead. Living in the shadows and working on other people’s dreams and being happy for everyone else — it’s not a bad thing, it’s just that I wasn’t working on my own dreams and I was stifling my own light in the process.
I’m scared. I’m not afraid to admit it. This is the scariest thing I have ever had to face but it feels right. I’m really just waiting for news from the publisher that they want to publish my collection of poems because that’s going to be the full start to everything else. That’s the point of no return.
That’s when the renewal truly starts. That’s going to be the beginning of the rest of this new and exciting adventure.